Showing posts with label loss. Show all posts
Showing posts with label loss. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 18, 2022

Of All The Times I Miss (new poem)



Of  All The Times I Miss (new poem)

by Tim Kavi 

Of all the times

I miss the most

were moments like this


when running from it

I was overtaken by destiny's kiss


For there was no stopping

the times I so nobly miss


of seeing the light

in my mother's eyes

one last time


of seeing a smile

on my father's lips

as I spoke a rhyme


they are all gone now

but more than memories

are the guiding paths

of meaning and existence


that we must make

by holding a newborn baby

in our arms


of speaking love

to family, to the undenying

Other that we allowed 

in our hearts to make a home


and to sing and hope

for better times

and what we could do

become in love


a certain history

of what we had hoped


of loves never forgot

and loves we make today

of things liked

and esteemed


and walking through

valleys of despair and grief

we find new futures


we have but dreamed.

afterward: to the world with love, there is a future beyond our losses

and grief. There is the sanctuary of hope and the power of love.~~TK

Wednesday, February 23, 2022

MY Grandma the Poet: Gets Published With Her First Collection. Publication Announcement!

 



MY Grandma the Poet: Gets Published With Her First Collection. Publication Announcement! (Foreword by Tim Kavi & Liz Kellebrew).

Today is my Grandmother's 122nd birthday. She was a huge influence on me, creating her own poetry over the years, something I've celebrated and written about on my blog on multiple occasions, always on February 23rd, with entries titled: 'My Grandma the Poet.' Well, today on her birthday,  I am proud to announce that her first poetry collection has been published posthumously. I had the honor of co-writing the Foreword along with my daughter. All three of us are published poets (grandma, just now) and this volume includes poems from all of us, making it a true multigenerational work! Heartland: Poems from the Heart is a moving collection of poems by my grandmother that celebrates family life, resilience, and dealing with wartime loss and grief--as she migrated from a small homestead in Missouri to the Pacific Northwest.  Heartland-- is available on a pre-order basis until tomorrow when it goes live!

Click here to go to Kindle Order Page! #poems #loss #family 






Love you Grandma!~~TK So happy the world can now read your work!

Thursday, August 12, 2021

Wayward Journeys (new poem)

 Wayward Journeys (new poem)




Wayward Journeys
by Tim Kavi

in the wild woods
of Wyeastern winds
I saw the bearded
prophets rise

I asked them questions
about what futures
would arise
they rubbed their beards

they had no answers
there were no easy answers
just pleading eyes
from my beseeching heart

You must never give up
one of them said
My heart is broken for the lost
another one said

yet there is a way
I didn't say it, one said
the wellspring of hope
and transcendent glories

of the human heart does.

We can do it!

Thursday, May 13, 2021

Prayer of the Pandemic (new poem)

 


Prayer of the Pandemic
by Tim Kavi


tonight there is no hiding

from the terrible truth

there is much suffering in the world


in India, Brazil, and here in the US

there is so much loss

all over the world

no other words matter


and may not for some time

but, may the heart of compassion

seek the earnest prayers

and intercessions

from all who will pray

and state with all sincerity


what matters the most

is the cessation of this suffering

my prayers and I hope yours too

is for the healing balm


to be applied to this stricken world

and that relief may flow

and comfort all those afflicted

and strength to those applying that balm


our prayers are with you

our chants and mudras

our entreaties and intercessions


our two hands lifted

our souls united

from all faiths

and corners of the world


God be with us all


and may the arms of those that pray

move among us, Durga, or GuanYin

be around all of those who 

cannot be comforted by touch


finding the many arms of compassion

still surround you

and an angel's wing

still brushes by you

touching you


the hugs of absent brother or sister

mother or father,

friend or lover,

spouse or child,


the kisses of our love 

and compassion

goes out to the world


to be healed,

and to not be afraid!


we will live!

we will recover!

we will be remembered

and we will never be forgotten

in the hearts of those that love us


and walk with us in this time

of darkness, let there be these

lights in the world!


of ever redeeming love

and the healing memories of what

who and where we have loved!


until the scourge is one day forgotten

and the hope of life is redeemed

by our mindful turning

and reflections upon lives

lived!


In the face of this, we live,

we breathe, and have our being!


4-22-2021


Saturday, January 30, 2021

Tim Kavi's Poetry Collection, Lost Love Poems has just NOW been published in paperback!

 



One of the formats I use to write poems has to do with love poems. Of course, there are various types of love poems. There are different levels of devotion and different kinds of love, and this collection looks at these themes and more. In this collection, we have poems about loss, lost love, unreturned love, and unrequited love. This unique collection is dedicated to everyone who has ever lost a love, tried to make love happen, or continue, or have loved when it was never returned.It also encourages us to have the courage to love again! Previously and still available as an Ebook, this collection has just NOW been published in paperback! You can get the paperback edition of LOST LOVE POEMS by clicking here. Happy reading and thanks for supporting my work!~~TK

Sunday, November 11, 2018

Meadow's Mourning (new poem)


"Meadow's Mourning"
by Tim Kavi

Overlooking a battlefield's view at sunrise

There was a gentle breeze
surrounding all the sounds 
they had ever made

breathing those sacred movements
there was light seen
made visible in lives lived
through the trees

while our tears fell
We vowed to never forget
our fallen ones
brothers and sisters
lost in the gleaming steam of war

where the Spirit lives
our love for them lingers
in bountiful gratitude
of freedom's flow
there are smiles to the unbounded
that take us in the purchased glow

of the morning's
visits to the memories
of pleasant companions
of all meaning
remembrances in our mournings of sorrow. 

AFTERWORD: A poem in appreciation of those who serve and served, on Veteran's Day. In remembrances of the wounded and those serving, and how we all recall those who have paid the ultimate sacrifice. (This includes my great uncle Frank, whose plane went down in the English Channel during The Battle of Britain. He was a volunteer American Air Force pilot). ~~TK

Friday, May 4, 2018

Splinters of Fading Time (new poem)


Splinters of Fading Time (poem)by Tim Kavi

Broken mirrors are but cosmic fractures lost
where hands once crept in space and time;
memory fragments of love losses

love of self, love of other, love of peace, love, love, love
with fascination to self visions at given points
in time; history lessons of the real
dark design 

there is only the many forking paths,
each will cost
some thing

where hope is the redemption of dancing shadows
and existing love takes us to the light
beyond appearance; there is the truth
of daylight's Platonic shine.

artist's afterthought: This poem seems to be about the passage of time and the deconstruction of time. It is also about existence and Plato's Allegory of the Cave. Love is the transcendent function. ~~TK

Saturday, October 17, 2015

Consolations: Songs of Grief Surprised by Life and Love (new poem)


Consolations: Songs of Grief Surprised by Life and Love
by Tim Kavi

in the consolations
of the dearly departed
there are the memories
of sad longing songs

Oh! To find each other again!

but high up in the arms
a grand scheme
are the absent ones
come again
to comfort us 
in the sweet compositions
of enduring love.

I grieve the colors
of my parents
my childhood
my wandering youth

always the others too

in the approaching grays
a sunset
where in the horizon--I see appearing
love
in the face of my true love
mine and ours --
the kids
and the everlasting
dialogue of all my teachers
and friends.


Thursday, July 23, 2015

Voices of the Silver Winged Fathers (new poem)



Voices of the Silver Winged Fathers
by Tim Kavi

voices of the
silver winged fathers
your voices
sing like snowbirds
across history and time

instructing me
as a child
guiding me
as an adult
surrounding me
even when wise

there is only
spoken truths that linger
that shine
even in prisons
of my mind

the sadness
the sorrows of your passing
have all faded away

in thinking that longs to be free

guidance to
all that will be
voices of the fathers
still speak to the young
if only they take
the heart to listen

where not one moment
is lost;
we still live
and where life is
there's always remaining
a hope

that we can still
save ourselves
from weapons
from war
from streams of
flowing blood

you see?
your storied regrets
are not unheard
high and low

from mansions
of perceived greatness
to the crumbling
erosion of beating
waves against sandcastles
of faithless Divine
cast into the sea

we gather their
muddy clumpy remnants
to new vistas
new shores
and a faith in time

oh breathing
breathes of silver winged
fathers; yet you breathe!
we need
to listen
to sing your refrains
to not forget
the ways made plain

'lest it all be lost
we ride your heavenly
angelic wings

we won't forget what
you taught us
nor how you shined

for in your voices
never silent
and never silenced
echoes across generations
reaching but never
explained

voices of silver winged fathers.

Poet's Comment: It has been a little over a month since my father passed away, still I hear his voice and feel his angelic wings. ~~TK

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Across the Seas, Distant Voices Are Heard (The Going Home Poem)



Across the Seas, Distant Voices Are Heard (The Going Home Poem)
by Tim Kavi

Gentle breezes
whispering winds
ruffle my hair
the sounds of distant voices
are the sweetest I've heard

wavering notes
of lives lived out
there is only a glimpse
of history
on that, given my word

that soon
I'll be coming
to see your smiling lips
hug your sweet adorations
glory in the races
that athletes have won

to be ever present
again, not knowing
but always hoping
that back there
we can start over again
where we've already begun

A father glancing over
his children
a soft spoken assurance
of a returned one
from a long journey
echoing sentiment of hope

restless anticipation
is finally
over and done.

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Healing Rain (New Poem)



Healing Rain
by Tim Kavi

gentle woman
I see you sleeping
see you twist there
for you awaken many times
writhing in pain

your scars
are kissed by me every day
and your aches soothed
by my love

yet I line up your medicines
hold your hand gently
help your labored breaths
inject your pain meds

apply a wet rag to your hurting face

I pray and pray
and love you so deeply
as we sing together softly
and hold each other in love

I feel the teardrops falling
and I see they
have become a healing rain.

Sunday, March 4, 2012

My Love's Ashes (new poem)


My Love's Ashes
by Tim Kavi

when in the signs of Winter's thaw
I journeyed with the monks then
the snow is melting
empties into the river
flows into the sea.

life is neverending,
it flows and flows
changing forms
constantly reborn.

a butterfly
a new sun in the cosmic dust
a flower peeks through
the dirt, in the sun's loving touch.

I carry your ashes my dear
the crying nearly stops
in fact, the monks look like jumping
gazelles dancing on the mountain path
ducking between lillies and rocks
on the winding road.

where is that silly Sun
Wukong? Stealing peaches again
or laughing
until slapped by Kwan Yin?

The wind is picking up
my ears hear the calling sounds
memories of your sweet voice
I love you, my love
always singing my eternal choice.

the valley of Dunhuang
tombs cannot hold you there
for we shall paint you
on the wall, previously bare.

my tears fall
like your ashes into the paint
the monks are master mixers
in the puzzles that life brings.

on the wall they paint
Shadows and Dreams of you
in the cave of Mogao
burning incense songs to you.

I am silent now
praising you, the Goddess
revealed in the fresh
painting
I seek you again
there is no more flesh
I am seeing that remembered
smiling face
always, in your soul's embrace.

afterword: always remembering that all is sunyata.~~TK